i'm a white writer. in new york. original, no? i've been blogging since october 2002. this blog picks up in october 2008, when i moved from DC to NY...(and then I moved to Maine in 2012)

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

"Sorry, Your Princess Is In Another Castle."

These are the opening paragraphs of my February post for RealMental.

I call bullshit.

I call bullshit on people saying, “You’re so brave.” Look, I know it’s a nice thought, and nicely meant, and I should be flattered and all, but the truth is, there’s no bravery involved when you have no other choices.

I simply had to find my way out of depression. Even though I was productive while I was depressed (almost freakishly so), I knew I couldn’t continue at the pace I was running at for too many more years. I’ve never had a backup plan—no parents to swoop in, no partner to stave off the hand-to-mouth scenario.

(Believe me, that’s not a complaint—you can’t buy motivation like that.)

For a not insignificant number of years, I tried to be gentle with myself. I reconciled myself with the obvious conclusion that I was doomed to be a writer-slash-artist. Rather than hide that, I tried to let it grow strong. This was when I was just beginning to get an inkling of how messed up things were; luckily, at the time, I had no inkling of the work that lay ahead. I cried to friends. I cried in therapy. I cried during massages. I cried in the car.

Oh god, all those poor ex-boyfriends.

To read the rest of the post, click here.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Some Interviews

Hey there, horribly ignored blog.

I've been doing things. A lot of things. January was all lined up, and then I went from part-time to full-time in a snap, which is great, but it meant I was overbooked for a stretch there. But I have some fun things to show you. Things that I have made with my keyboard. And other things.

Did I show you my article for Wired.com? I don't think I did.
And I've done a few interviews recently, all theatre-related.

But the really big news is, I started creating video content! I bought two HD cameras and roped in some actors over the Martin Luther King, Jr. Day long weekend.

You can see my first two short pieces on my YouTube channel.